Tuesday 5 June 2012

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Hello World!

The dressing ended since the 5th of March! So many things happened to me in the month of March and April. Its June... I am alive and well. I'm sorry I just disappeared....I could not blog at the time..

Maybe someday, I would be able to share what I went through and why Life is so ironical. In the meantime, I am back I hope..

Do visit soon..

Cheers

He who God has set Free is Free Indeed!

No more dressing..Yippeee Eureka, Dancing............I am so happy.

God is so good to me, even when I do not deserve his mercy.

THOUGHTS


Mummy… My three year old angel whimpered as she tugged at my blouse. Sweetheart what is it?  I replied, getting almost impatient... I want …she said quietly. U want what again? I ask as I adjust her collar. The other kids were trying to get my attention too. My mother took over. Thank God for Mothers I muttered under my breath as I lean back in my seat. Mothers are such a blessing! I thought to myself.
I looked at my wristwatch; Time was working in my favour today. Great, sometimes 24 hours was not just enough. But I had rested well yesterday and Chichi had been awesome, no naggings, delicious soup. I’m definitely catching the next flight to Abuja, Chichi can be so sweet when she wants to be!  I would have some time to rest, catch up with the boys and prepare for my meeting, good!

 Kola.. my, sugar. How did I get so lucky? He flaunts me everywhere and to everyone…I want to sneakily switch on my BB to check Kola’s status, display picture and personal message. There’s no rush, I am with my baby for the next five days! I’ve missed Lagos and hanging out with Kola. Wait until he sees my red dress, he would know his girlfriend is super-hot.
I am not tired; I don’t even remember I’m going to celebrate 60 soon. I am still going to play a game of squash and drink some wine. ‘Surely Age is a thing of the mind'.
I woke up and glanced at the young beautiful woman beside me. She and her daughter looked really pretty. Our eyes met. She is friendly too, I think judging by the smile playing around her lips. ‘I hate to sleep on domestic flights’, I blurted out. OMG what’s wrong with me what is her business if I like to sleep or not.  ‘Me too’ she replied, ‘the moment you begin to enjoy your sleep, u would just hear the announcement that the plane is about to land and u have to wake up’ she said and chuckled.  ‘Your daughter is very cute’ I reply, now at ease as I watched the little girl playing with a small teddy bear. ‘Thank you’ She replied flashing a grin to expose her gap tooth.  Are you married? She asked as she glanced at my finger, she must have caught me staring at her obviously super expensive silver wedding band.  When am I going to meet a beauty like this who would love me for me and not because of what I am ….

I’ve seen the God of wonders work miracles for me, Those with gifts and talents spoke prophetically: The mantles of Elijah, Paul and Timothy, I want to see that power at work inside of me; Lord I’m tired of the status quo, there’s gotta be more than this…  I need more Lord! I need more of your anointing in my life…

These children if you send one on errand they would all go.. Hmm, follow follow.. Anyway it was good they had a bond. I definitely do not want my kids to be like myself and my sister.. My husband is snoring as expected Sunday afternoons, his belly rising and falling in rhythm to the snores. I smile as I watch him sleep peacefully.  Thank God he had finally agreed to do the monthly contributions.. That way we would save more money, move into a better apartment before we eventually get a place of our own. No rush, life is in stages, I will get there! Slowly but surely..
But wait oh! What’s that noise, why is the plane sounding so close? What is going on, Papa Emeka!  My throat hurts, Is that me screaming…..

Different people, different thoughts, different goals, Different dreams, different aspirations all shattered destroyed in the twinkle of an eye.
Different families all over the country thrown into mourning for the loss of their family and friends
This is for everyone who lost a family or friend…. May God strengthen and comfort you the only way he knows how…